myy breakthrough

so a couple to weeks ago, i was really upset and like sad over this one guy. I guess i had a crush on him, but i would feel like i don't have a chance and that he will never feel about me in that way. And than one night, i had a breakthrough! I was just asking myself, like why am i so worried over this guy? Who cares if he likes me or doesnt like me? Like why does it matter so much to me? Is it worth making myself sad and all worried over him?

Im not saying that he wasn't a nice guy. Becuase he was. It's just that i realized that you can't make someone like you. And i know that there's all these games and tricks that people use, but you seriously cant make someone like you.

And i don't even know if i actually did not have a chance, because it's probably all in my mind. I felt rejected, and nothing even happened yet! I feel that if someone does not appreciate you, than it's their loss. Like there are soo many other people out there that will. So it's really no use being so hung up over that one person. Know what i mean? So yeah, haha thats my breakthrough!
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