Lonely Sticks Day!

On November 11th in China, it's a holiday that basically translates to Single Stick Day. get it? 11.11? sticks? single sticks? anyways. so we have dubbed Valentine's Day to Lonely Sticks Day this year, and it was a fun girls day in/out. Diana and Monica came over, and we did girl stuff like makeup and hair and FAKE EYELASHES FOR MONICA. We got all prettied up and than we took the bus to tapioca, where we met up with stephanie and pigged out on tempuras and fried tofus and milk teas. We talked and play Concentration extreme table slamming status and speed. We got driven back to my house, where we did our nails, ate noodles which stephanie made extremely asian, and dressed up! Diana put on 7 bras outside of her shirt, while we videotaped her and moments of monica changing. good times good times. than i had to clean up after them and than viet came to visit me at 10. which my dad was not happy about -_-. So overall, it was a good day.

myy breakthrough

so a couple to weeks ago, i was really upset and like sad over this one guy. I guess i had a crush on him, but i would feel like i don't have a chance and that he will never feel about me in that way. And than one night, i had a breakthrough! I was just asking myself, like why am i so worried over this guy? Who cares if he likes me or doesnt like me? Like why does it matter so much to me? Is it worth making myself sad and all worried over him?

Im not saying that he wasn't a nice guy. Becuase he was. It's just that i realized that you can't make someone like you. And i know that there's all these games and tricks that people use, but you seriously cant make someone like you.

And i don't even know if i actually did not have a chance, because it's probably all in my mind. I felt rejected, and nothing even happened yet! I feel that if someone does not appreciate you, than it's their loss. Like there are soo many other people out there that will. So it's really no use being so hung up over that one person. Know what i mean? So yeah, haha thats my breakthrough!
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so neww blogg...

hm so i have decided to do a blog because Monica, Cris, and Diana all have one, so i thought that i should too. Plus i think it's a nice way to say things that is bothering me, or about my day or anything else. So yeah =) i'll be writing on this alot, cuz there's always something that i wanna say. but sometimes i'll probably won't say what is REALLY REALLY bothering me, cuz it may be too personal. so yeah. haha. i doubt anybody even cares! im so lammeeeeeee......hahaha